I'm so sick of being sick
Holy motha of Perl!
I was sicker then a dog on New Year's Eve. My poor Tod celebrated pretty much by himslef since I was in bed mouning and growning from a painful headache, runny eyes, and sneeze attacks.
Now this week I have a narley cough and three days later a fucked up cold again.
Ok, I'm so over it. I hit my "wall" yesterday. work sucked, my face and head felt like it was going to pop off my body at any moment, I hated the sound of anything, and I couldnt get home fast enough.
As soon as I walked in the door, I dropped my purse, kicked off my shoes and balled like a baby. My pitty party lasted for about 30 minutes, and I think Tod was just as lost as I was.... He has no idea why I was having a breakdown. Poor guy, he tried to console me but I couldnt breath and I couldnt talk. I just cried. and cried.... and kept crying.
Here's the deal, on top of a bad day, I realized im fuckin sick of being sick! I thought my immune system was supposed to be kicked into high gear now that im pregnant? BUT NOOOOOOOO.
So after my melt down I was able to spend quality time with my family and acted normal.
All is good again.
I was sicker then a dog on New Year's Eve. My poor Tod celebrated pretty much by himslef since I was in bed mouning and growning from a painful headache, runny eyes, and sneeze attacks.
Now this week I have a narley cough and three days later a fucked up cold again.
Ok, I'm so over it. I hit my "wall" yesterday. work sucked, my face and head felt like it was going to pop off my body at any moment, I hated the sound of anything, and I couldnt get home fast enough.
As soon as I walked in the door, I dropped my purse, kicked off my shoes and balled like a baby. My pitty party lasted for about 30 minutes, and I think Tod was just as lost as I was.... He has no idea why I was having a breakdown. Poor guy, he tried to console me but I couldnt breath and I couldnt talk. I just cried. and cried.... and kept crying.
Here's the deal, on top of a bad day, I realized im fuckin sick of being sick! I thought my immune system was supposed to be kicked into high gear now that im pregnant? BUT NOOOOOOOO.
So after my melt down I was able to spend quality time with my family and acted normal.
All is good again.
posted by Jen @ 1:28 PM
3 Comments:
At 4:21 PM,
jinxi~ aka angi said…
OMGOSH girl... you poor thing... !!! As they say, ... this too shall pass.. but why in the sam hell does it take so long???
I dont think this will be the last time you feel like crap, but I hope that the days/times get further and further apart...
Hugs :)
At 9:34 AM,
floridagirl said…
Awe Jen....I am so sorry you are sick again - that stinks. I awoke this morning with an aweful sinus headache myself - ICK. That cry prolly did you a world of good though - flush out the system ya know! I hope you get to feeling better really quickly - wish I could give you a big HUG. Pray for better days my friend...he listens. Love ya
At 7:12 PM,
Becky said…
im so sorry youve been feeling shitty. kinda takes the fun out of having a baby huh? dont feel too bad, both paul and i were sick as hell on new years. bleh. hope youre doing better!!!
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